I wrote this in August as a reflection from my Summer.
Still rings true to my head and heart. Is still where I seem to find myself months later.
Praying this would be my stance in 2018... as I walk into a New Year I am praying I walk expectant, eager, and excited for what will be! Envy can so easily be my default, but Lord would YOU Come, invade my heart, and help me to SEE You!
Cheers 2018!!! Can't wait to see what you hold!!!
Malibu Club, a Young Life Camp in British Columbia!!! A place that has become Very dear to me over this past summer and fall!
And today, I doubt.
Oh Tomorrow, Help me to trust.
I forgot.
It got too easy doing… it got too easy in the details.
My God... He brought my heart back to Himself.
GIFTING and GIFT.
Who am I?
All my buttons got pushed.
It all triggered.
Looks. Likes. Uncertainty. Vulnerability.
Questions.
Lord, Help me!
Richard Rohr says, “It all belongs.”
The funeral processions and shouts of celebration!
It all belongs.
Today, it can all belong.
The perfect, the simple, the mess, the surprise, and the doubt.
I can trust in one moment, and in the next throw my hands up.
He is still holding me.
In every corner looking for His glory to be revealed.
Oh Lord, Help me Look!
We have a God that can handle our Whys!
Oh Sweetness, what TRUTH.
Who can stand in our mess?
Who can, in each turn, pick us back up?
Who can KNOW us all and LOVE us ALL?
Who can?
Only He!
Praying today to stand in Holy Mystery of the ONE who IS!
Praying today to trust, to believe, to wonder, to KNOW!
Praying today that He will sustain, speak, and soothe!
And today, I will wait for you to come…
Lord, Come!
And today... You.